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The Night Before Prom

Dear Diary, I’ve said goodbye to many teachers who have supported me and whom I genuinely care about. My last day is tomorrow evening where I’ll go to prom, enjoy a meal and get my high school graduation certificate. I’m nervous for tomorrow but also so excited. I have a beautiful dress, I’m getting my […]

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University Decision: Post-Making My Choice

Dear Diary, I’ve chosen a course that in part surprised me. I know that I can excel at it and I am genuinely excited to get started! Of course there are the wriggling doubts, the fears, the nagging voice in the back of my head whispering that I’ve made a huge mistake – which sucks […]

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University Decision: Pre-Making the choice

Dear Diary, The time is here – well a mere matter of hours away – for me to decide where I want to go to university and what course I want to take. There are a few things for me to consider in the next short while. There are things to consider about both my […]

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Miss Independent

Dear Diary, It’s time to start being independent. It’s true, I’ve been over reliant on other people emotionally and in terms of looking after me. During a phase of about 5 years I didn’t understand what having a family ‘meant’. It’s not that I didn’t have one, I’ve been lucky enough to always have a […]

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Ear Blockage & Stress

Dear Diary, My ears are blocked. Both the right and left ear have blockages of wax but the left is especially bad. My ears have always been a problem for me but right now it’s been terrible. What’s more terrible is that I have exams at the moment. I’ve been very sick recently. There is […]

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Knowing My Limits.

Dear Diary, I’ve come to the realisation that I’m not doing great at a subject I’ve been sudying for a year. I don’t want to quit it as I may aswell carry on to potentially recieve a pass but I’m not feeling great about it. I keep thinking ‘I should have studied more’, ‘I should […]

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Sleep, Mental Health And ASMR

Dear Diary, Between school, stress, mental health issues and general life – sleep has been a bit of a struggle and I’m sure I’m not the only one who has been struggiling with it. After weeks of going to bed late and waking up annoyed in the middle of the night needing to pee – […]

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Difficult Thoughts

Dear Diary, Trigger Warning: If you are experiencing dark thoughts please don’t read further. To give some context; I have an implant placed in my arm to stop my period, which worked up until a few months ago. I’m now going through my monthly cycle once more and all the hormones and emotions of this. […]

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To Make A Choice To Try

Dear Diary, I had a choice today; a simple choice that could make a huge difference in my life. I’ve been feeling like I don’t want to be here anymore for a few weeks now (not suicidal – just a wish to not exist). A feeling that if there was a magic button and I […]

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Feeling Bad

Dear Diary, Things feel for lack of a better word – weird. My OCD is not great and my depression is suffering right now. I don’t feel right and I don’t know why. I feel like I’m drowning in uncertainty. I feel like I can’t breath and like any second I’m going to crumble into […]

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