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COVID-19 Vaccine And “Looking Disabled”

Dear Diary, Today I got my first COVID-19 vaccine. A week or so ago I recieved a letter giving me an appointment for around lunchtime today, I was given the AstraZeneca vaccine and it didn’t hurt one bit. My problem however, was the way the woman who vaccinated me made me feel. I had brought […]

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GIRL WITH AUTISM REVIEWS MUSIC BY SIA

This movie is so bad that you will forget to be appalled at the acting and offensiveness. Also didn’t Sia say she was going to remove the restraint scenes? Because I just unfortunately bought the movie on Amazon Prime to make this review and the restraint scenes where still there with not even a warning […]

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Comparing Yourself To Other People On Social Media

Dear Diary, Social media has positives. It allows us to communicate with family and friends for free. But it does come with a lot of negatives… Whether it’s mother’s competing over whose child can make the best macaroni rocket picture or teen girls obsessing over other people’s appearances – social media has made an enormous […]

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I don’t Know How to Act

I doubt I’ve ever been sure how to act in conversation. I take on the role of who I think I should be in different circumstances. It never really works of course, there are only so many mannerisms you can copy from people in your life before your real opinions and thoughts are revealed. Since […]

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Music, The Restraint Scene and Golden Globe Nomination

Dear Diary/Sia, Music has just been nominated for best motion picture for a musical in the Golden Globes and I can’t help but be upset. A few thoughts crossed my mind as I watched the recent interview by Sia. One of them being there are clear discrepancies in her story, another being a lot of […]

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Perfection and Wanting To Fit In

“I’m not like other girls” is usually said by edgy teenage girls with perfect makeup, hair and clothes to their hot love interest in a teenage movie but, I am actually not like other girls. I’m autistic so fitting in was never really in the cards for me and I longed to be the same […]

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I’m Off The Deep End

Dear Diary, I’m still not doing good. That shouldn’t be a surprise. Right now I just don’t care about anything. I’ve showered now three nights in a row giving into my OCD and it feels acceptable. Avoiding going into my room and scrapbooking due to spilling some ketchup on my leggings feels acceptable now. I […]

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Depressed, Angry And Then…Came A Moth

Dear Diary, My OCD is shocking today. I’ve broken my own rules by showering two days in a row for the sole purpose of pleasing my OCD. I don’t even care though; that seems completely irrelevent to me right now. I can’t find myself caring enough to do anything right now. My parents are annoying […]

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Home Learning, Compulsive Hand Washing & Breakdown

Dear Diary, So I started my home learning experience today. Actually I didn’t start anything – that was the problem. I spent hours staring at my assigned work and barely wrote the date and title. I could not focus no matter how hard I tried, so I decided to have a break from my work […]

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The Effect That COVID-19 Has Had On My Therapy/Recovery

Dear Diary, It’s one o’clock in the morning as I am writing this draft and only one thing is on my mind: I wish I could speak to my psychologist. I’ve done two or three zoom calls months and months ago which went well, however the real thing is no doubt better for a number […]

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